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Starlite Drive

by L Henderson

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There hardly seems a point but i need to talk about what i've been going through it always seems to show when i don't try seems i'm running out of places to hide so why try it takes courage i don't have just to be myself i'm sweaty in these wigs, my arms don't help so why can't i have a body that feels like mine? so i'll keep on trying feels like lying being present touching lives so why try?
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You and me will never see eye to eye but still I will be rational cause we are all we have I'll complain until the day you walk out on me and I will fight with all my might to keep you by my side so don't let go You and me will never see eye to eye (eye to ey-HI, alright)
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You are the only star in the sky You are the only star in the sky Just say what you need to say (I wanna tell you) Say what you need to say (How much I want you) Say what you need to say (I wanna tell you) Say what you need to say (Someday I'll have to) I'm on the edge of my seat, can you believe it It's on the tip of my tongue and you can see that You're only four letters away from making my day, My month, my year- if you could just say
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you wanted funny so i made you laugh to tears you wanted real so i showed you all my fears and you looked away said "babe it's too much for me" i hope your happy and i mean that honestly there's nothing better than when you're standing next to me and you hold my hand well baby i understand cause I baby i'm a mess and it's not up to you to make sure that i'm fixed
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When I try to be more than anything that i know It all just goes away and there's never anyone to blame but i'll try it anyway and now you're on to someone new it's all my fault, it's all my fault but I will try to deny, deny It made sense why you left me here And if I could, I'd leave too It made sense why you left me here And if I could, I'd leave too I know my place is not with you and there's really nothing left to do but I just want to say that i miss you and it hurts everyday everyday wasted day Now I'll just go away and try not to try not to cry because i can't I can't deny that It made sense why you left me here And if I could, I'd leave too It made sense why you left me here And if I could, I'd leave too
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My heart begins to atrophy compassion turns to apathy I'm hiding all my hell from you I don't know what you're gonna do I can't keep on, I just can't keep on I've got a darkness deep inside of me and fire burning patiently that you'll never see and these hands were made for holding in but these fists were made for fighting I just can't keep on and that's just fine I'll keep it all inside of me that's just fine I'll keep it all inside of me cause there's nothing like a desperate cry from inside of me
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If everything's fine then nothing is real no shame, no love, or the pain that I feel it's happening again it's happening oh I go through my days with no real connections I don't really talk I just answer questions So please get off my case cause it's really just a waste don't fuck with our youth cause we'll fuck with you too there's much left to say but there's more left to do

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This is a collection of songs I've written over the course of my life that I either performed in bands or solo. The songs were written between 1999 and 2017, and have their own stories and reasons for being on this collection. The tracks are in chronological order (newest to oldest). This has been a sort of exploration in self-love for versions of myself that no longer exist, but I live with everyday. In short, I hope you enjoy my healing project.

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released December 2, 2019

Me. My past. Probably.

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L Henderson Brooklyn, New York

I'm L. They/them pronouns. Just the letter L.

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